He told ITV Sport: "I was training by myself a lot of the days. Youâre not involved in the matchday squads and you kind of just wait for the opportunity for when youâre gonna go somewhere. If you go somewhere in January and youâre miles off the pace, youâve got to put the work in. The only person who is losing out is you.
"Training by yourself a lot for a number of months isnât easy but I think the only thing that was keeping me going was I knew I was going to go somewhere, whether that was January or the end of the seasonâŠ.these past four or five months has given me the opportunity to to mentally and physically realign, refocus and reset to go again.
"There were a lot of circumstances at Chelsea that were not in my control, which I completely respect but the things I could control was how I came into training every day and how I trained, whether it was by myself or with the group. And that is a reflection on myself."