She said on Women's Football Weekly: "I feel like I've lost half of me, half of me has gone. Moreso than anyone I knew it was coming but even though you know something's coming it's still hard to take. But I think the biggest thing is everyone was so shocked because she has so much to give still, but as we know football is more than just the physical side, it's the mental side as well. I could be selfish and say, 'stay another year, fight for the Euros', but that would be selfish and I would never do that."