The 43-year-old said: “After my father's death I no longer had the head to be able to play for Inter. It's an event that hurt me so much, I chose to return to Brazil because I no longer had my head and, thus, I would have damaged the team and my teammates. My father always did everything for my family and he was gone, I stayed and, as a man, I had to help my family because they needed me.”
Speaking on how he battled depression, he stated: “People don't understand what depression is, I looked the same and everyone, but that wasn't the case. Everyone has their own way of handling this thing, I had mine. I did what I felt in my heart and head. I don't care what people think, my friends and family were with me in this choice. I am very close to Javier Zanetti and Ivan Cordoba, at Inter they welcomed me like a brother, or like a son. Marco Materazzi did the same thing, he was always with me. They are people who gave me everything to try not to leave Inter. Even today when I hear them I am very pleased.”