Trust has always meant everything to Joao Felix. âI always had the ball at my feet,â he once wrote of his childhood in an article for The Playersâ Tribune. âAlways. Always. Always. And if I was going to pass it to you, well, I had to trust you, right? I mean⊠thatâs my ball, I donât know what youâre going to do with it. You could just give it away or something, I wonât allow that!
âAs I grew as a man, and as a player, I realised thatâs what I loved - to have the ball, and to play wonderful, happy football. Thatâs when Iâm at my best, thatâs when I am me. But when I played for Portoâs youth teams, that didnât always happen. They didnât believe in me as much as I believed in myself. They didnât trust me on the field. They criticised me for my size. They took me off the pitch, they took away my ball. At Porto, I lost my joy.â
He found it again at Benfica, of course, but itâs only been seen sporadically since. Because the truth of the matter is that very few people still have faith in Felix. Atletico Madrid used to believe in him - a lot. They even paid Benfica âŹ126 million (ÂŁ113m/$142m) for his services in the summer of 2019. However, at the Metropolitano, they no longer trust Felix; on the contrary, they feel betrayed by him.



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