While Gerrard insists he always loved representing England, he admitted the national team environment felt sterile, distant, and emotionally draining. Unlike Liverpool, where he “felt special” and part of a genuine family, England felt like a hotel stay; cold and disconnected.
"It was like I didn't feel part of a team, I didn’t feel connected with my teammates with England," Gerrard said. "I didn’t feel that with Liverpool, they were the best days of my life. When I used to go abroad to Liverpool or I used to go to an away game with Liverpool, I felt part of a team. I felt like the staff looked over me, like I felt special. I felt like I couldn’t wait to get there. With England, I just wanted the games and the training sessions and then to be away.
"I felt like the last one or two days of the 10 days, you could feel a connection coming, but then the games would be done. The games would be done. There was a little bit more of a connection during the tournament because you'd be living together a little bit more."