The reality of the £35m transfer was so devastating for Carroll that he actively wished for his medical examination to uncover an issue. The forward vividly remembers his journey to Merseyside and the overwhelming desire to return to the North East.
"After landing in Liverpool, we went straight to Anfield, where I had my medical," he wrote. "I kept thinking, 'Please just fail this and you can go home.' But I passed with flying colours." Even during his official unveiling alongside Luis Suarez, Carroll admitted he struggled to hide his emotions, stating that he looked like he wanted to cry.