During the interview, Ballack was asked how he has dealt with the devastating loss over the last few years. After a long pause, the former Blues star replied: "Difficult. You can't imagine it. You can't even describe it in words. It's a process of repression. Everyone deals with it differently. I can hardly talk about him at all. I'd like to say much more, but it overwhelms me emotionally." He added: "That's why it's a process of denial, where you try to cope through everyday life... Of course, you then have greater fears. What else could happen?"